It’s crazy how time flies by so fast. It seems just like yesterday I seen you smile. And now I just sit here missing you with every day that goes by. Justice wasn’t served for you and it kills me knowing these guys got off easy for what they did to you. 7 years they got for beating you to death .. and out of those 7 years only 683 days are spent behind bars. It’s fucked how someone could do this to a person and just be let off so easily. It makes me sick to think that these guys are able to live the rest of their lives and you just watch us from above. I miss all the good old times with you .. not worrying about a thing just always having a good time. It’s crazy you don’t even realize how much of an effect you had on many people. Everyones missing you jay soo soo soo much. But all we can do is wait to see you again.
rip kuya jayr green <3 always missed never forgotten.
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This girl right here, her name is Victoria Taira Ducharme. She’s beautiful huh ? She is my cousin, bestfriend, sister. Her mom was my moms bestfriend. When she was born her mom didn’t want her so my mom took her in and she lived with us on and off for 7 years. When she was 7 my mom finally decided to adopt her and take her as her own. She’s been apart of my life forever so we call each other cousins since we’re not actually blood related .. but she was so much more than that she was my sister from another mister.
Her story goes something like this …
When she lived with her mom and dad, her dad would beat her. Sometimes so bad that she would have to be rushed to the hospital. When my mom adopted her all of that stopped and her life changed for the better until .. she hit her teens. When she was 14 she raped. She got through it and didn’t let it effect too much. But later that year her boyfriend at the time beat. She constantly had something wrong with her whether it be a black eye or scratches on her arms or a sprained wrist. She thought she was stuck with him she didn’t know how to get out of that relationship without getting herself hurt even more. Until one night she he beat her with a bat. He was charged with attempted murder and sits in jail as of today. She got a new boyfriend who constantly cheated on her but she didn’t know about it until one night at a party he tried to hook up with me so I told her about and that’s when all the secrets came out. When she was 16 she met this new guy named Michael. He was good for her, he was her happiness. They were crazy about eachother and loved eachother dearly. He gave her a promise ring. He promised that one day they will marry and she would be his wife. Now you would think this would be the end to her story. But sadly it isn’t. On December 28, 2008 he was murdered. Her world came crashing down, but her being the strong person she is she pulled through. She went on with her life. But trouble found her again. Last year she was raped not once but twice. And one of the guys that raped her was someone who she thought was her friend. After everything she’s been through she was strong. She kept her head held high and moved on .. but deep down she was broken. She started dating this guy named Neal Fernandez [@fuckyeahfernandez] on May 21,2010. That’s when everything started to look up for her. But all her insecurities with guys because of everything that had happened to her made their relationship complicated. But they still stayed with eachother and loved eachother deeply. He was probably about one of the best things that happened to her. But recently they broke up and that effected her drastically. She just couldn’t handle it anymore. She was tired of being strong and it was the last straw. She was tired of everything bad happening to her. So cut herself and took sleeping pills; attempting to commit suicide. Yesterday evening I came home to find her on the couch bleeding just laying there. I called 911 and she now stays in the hospital in a coma. She left me a letter and it said “I’m tired of being strong, now it’s your turn to be strong for me”. Now I just sit here and pray she wakes up. I pray she’ll wake and everything will be okay. I just want to hear the doctor say my babygirl is going to be alright. I know she’s strong I know she can pull through this. It isn’t her time. She’s lived a rough but good 20 years, but she still has the rest of her life to live. I want her to wake up so I can tell her everything is going to be alright. That this isn’t whats best for it. She needs to know that you need go through all the bad stuff to get to the good stuff. So please please Victoria wake up and come back home with me ! I love you so much and now all I do is cry and hurt thinking of how everything is going to be with out you. So please don’t stop being strong and pull through.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnzlsiykDH1qcb1x9o1_400.jpg)
